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Jesi

Recovering from Substance addiction and abusive relationships

Hello! Name's Jesi.. Authentically for the first time in 35 years. I spent my entire life either in pain or trying to numb it away. A lifetime of abuse and trauma taught me that I would never be worth more than my physical body, so I ran with it; and used substances to deal with the aftermath. In November of 2020 I stopped running, from myself, from the pain; from it all. I got sober and tried one last time to keep my abusive marriage of 11.5 years together. It was during my early sobriety that I made the decision to change EVERYTHING and made plans to escape. Freeing myself and my children on May 29, 2021. It took me 35 years to find my own power and more over, love that power and the woman who carried it.

I came to Instagram seeking a community, I found a family and a following. I decided the only right thing to do was use my platform and my voice to find those still trapped in the darkness of abuse and addiction.

I founded Surviving Beauty, a women only recovery meeting for women in all walks of recovery. It is free and open to any woman who has had to survive and recover from anything.. and I do mean anything.

Everything you need to love yourself and break free of the chains that bind you is already inside of you. Don't believe me? All you have to do is take my hand and lets walk this road together. Never alone. Never Again.

Connect with me on Instagram here.